I Want to Live .

A Poem by Kay

Just some ramblings and musing that I think about sometimes.

Sometimes I think I want to die but what I really want more than anything is to live. I want to live. I want to go out on Friday nights with my friends and just have fun. I want to have sleepovers with the girls. I want to fall in love get my heart broken and then fall in love all over again because that's what teenagers do. I want to laugh and feel joy and excitement. I want to come home and not be worried, afraid, uncertain, or stressed out. I want to live. I want to breathe without gasping for air. I want to go to bed without crying myself to sleep. I want to be heard because my opinions matter too. I want to feel normal because it's not just a setting on a washing machine. I want to stop watching the scars mark my body one after the other. I want to stop feeling guilty and selfish. I want to feel strong, unafraid, and independent. I want to live. I want to see beauty in the world not just destruction. I want to fly. I want to live. I WANT TO LIVE!