I Miss You

I miss you more than I will ever let on...

I’ll look back now at the tears, those that stain my face

Wondering why these feelings forever I cannot erase

Because the more I sit and think about it, the more I know I can’t have you

No matter how much I try, when we both know this love is true

You tell me to forget you, over and over you try

If you’d just quit, you’d see the tears that I cry

Every night in bed, wishing you were mine again

I want to be more than just a love-sick friend

And maybe you don’t understand it, why I still feel this way

Why I can’t seem to move on, day by painful day

Hearing your voice lifts my heart so high, I missed it so much you know

I shouldn’t have asked for you to call, all it did was make my love grow

I don’t want that, it’ll just push you further away from me

But I wish, oh I wish so much it hurts, that you’d just see

I miss you, I love you, and I want you to come back

I didn’t think I’d hurt this bad, that my heart would turn black

At the absence of your words, your touch, your kiss

The way you whispered promises upon my lips

I never thought it’d affect me so much that I’d fall apart

You swore that you would never break my shattered heart

But wasn’t that a lie, though we both would rather not admit it

We both made mistakes, but I don’t want to call it quits

Just listen to me, I miss you so, it hurts me when you’re away from my side

I’d rather hear whispered promises, then the voices in which I confide

They tell me those horrible things, you know, the ones we used to talk about

All the insults and mistreatments, they find it gleeful to shout

Knowing no matter what I do, I’ll never amount to anything good enough

I’ll never be strong enough, I’ll never be tough

I just want you back, please give me strength

I’d go through any obstacle, past any length

Just to know for once in my life I could have you here where I need you

Lest you, my love, were never actually true

Author's Note

Just a rant....

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[Liam]

Rants are freeing but none the less painful. I'm glad you let it out.