What you chose to lose

A Poem by Tiger Warrior

We were together, you told me you loved me you told me you'd always be true even when the skies were blue.

You always told me that you would be faithful be the woman i needed and wanted to be. You weren't who i thought i knew, who i thought i fell in love with.. You deceived me and did everything you said and promised you would never do, I tried to make it be good tried to love you when days were cloudy and gray tried to love you even if it hurt me or tore me up inside or made me break down and cry. You lied. You betrayed me . You took advantage of the kindness and love i gave you every second and took a knife to my back. You blame others for your choices your mistakes. You tell me to put my phone down when you are the one always with it out. Telling one who she should be.. How she should look, if she can hang out with friends or not who she can contact with your permission.... You will never find anyone as good as this person. So Compassionate,loving honest, triumphant till the end strikes them. Passion in her heart passionate in her soul.. You never took time to look her in the eyes and hold me as you should have. It takes two to love through the good times in the bad you chose to walk away from the best thing that ever happened to you. therefore i cannot make amends with you ever. Nor as friends... As anything. It feels good to sleep alone at night knowing that i can do what i truly want for me... I may never find someone to love me again someone to hold me as you should have, you left me untouched in every way possible showing truly how you really didn't love or care for me, you will never know the true meaning of what you put me through the sacrifices i made for you, But i'd rather spend alone in eternity then be with someone who doesn't care about someone good shining with no surrender of love. Love fleeting in the essence through her veins her blood her skin her eye her hands every piece of her flowing with true love.. She knows what love is knows what it inhabits. Which you cannot comprehend what love is had you not did what you did. You don't realize the gravity or understand what you had done. You lost the one person that could love you more than anything and would do anything to never leave and keep you forever. You may not realize this... One day you will wake up and realize what you have missed out on what you let go because you will never find anyone like me. I am someone that is one of a kind someone that would of and could of been yet you chose to walk away and choose to lose something good that you will never gain back. However, it is your loss and my gain because one day.. Someone will see the glimmering lights upon me and whisk me away and show me everything you needed to do yet failed to do someone that does what you were too blind to see what you should of done. It was all hanging by a thread i was trying to fix it back together yet you chose to tear the threads more apart until they were destroyed. It's too late you have lost what could of been what you chose to lose.