For The Better of Love

I'm out and all cleared up.

Even have a job at the grocery store.

Poor Trent still has one month to go.

For now, I am living in a two bedroom

 

Apartment with the baby room all set up.

Surprisingly I gained a lot of support from

All of my new friends from rehab.

They sent over soo many things for our babies.

 

Three more months until harsh labor.

But I am excited and so is Trent.

I visit him every day after work.

God, thank you for bringing him back to me.

 

Preparations for his day home are underway.

Set in stone jobs for both of us.

Guaranteed paid rent from the state.

Life is finally turning around.

 

Just three more long months

Until our gifts are finally here.

Baby names are being tested,

But we won't know what to name

 

Them until they are born.

I know that this will be rough to get through,

But I am determined to make the best of it.

Trent, two babies, and all the love in the world.

 

It's all I need to get by.

My habits and urges are gone.

I am thankful that mother and God

Are watching over me.

 

At least I have someone up there making

Sure my life isn't completely going downhill.

Guess you could say that my life doesn't fit the title anymore.

For the better or for the worse, I love everything I now have.