Analyze

Sinking to the floor,

With thoughts running through my head. 

Will I ever be good enough?

Will someone truly love me for me?

Curling up against the wall,

Thinking and analyzing. 

Is there something wrong with me?

Is there anyone out there for me? 

Pulling my knees up to my chest,

And resting my head down.

One more over analyzed thought down. 

Is it too much to ask for a true relationship?

What do I do wrong?

A flick of a band,

Straight across the wrist.

One more attempt to stop the brain. 

Do I really need someone to make me happy?

Am I even ready for something real? 

Wiping away a stray tear,

Letting the thoughts catch up. 

What have I become?

What did I expect to happen?

They don't care, do they?

They didn't really like me, right?

Letting out a sigh,

Knowing it's time to get up.

Over-thinking is too much. 

I'll be okay, right?

I'll make it through the day, right?

Giving it a shot,

It's time to get up.

It'll be okay.

It'll be alright.

Reviews

[Neo]

I had so much anxiety when I was younger- I analyzed and stressed out over everything. This poem reminded me of those feelings, and while I hate that part of my life, it truly made me who I am today.
This was beautifully written. Thanks for sharing. :)