Rage

That sudden urge
To just stab someone to death.
That sudden rage
That gets you crying.
I'm sick of how THEY can be happy.
Together.
It wasn't supposed to be THEM.
It was supposed to be US.
Maybe s**t happens for a reason.
But I can tell you this,
My rage has no reason
Other than pure jealousy.
And I'd rather not have it.
I'd rather not feel it.
That sudden urge to stab someone?
That sudden RAGE that kills you inside?
Yeah, I have that.
And it will feel amazing when I can fulfill that rage.