I Wish

So much wishing and in the end, wishes are never granted.

I wish I knew what was wrong with me.

I wish I knew what went through your head.

I wish I knew how to not trust so easily.

I wish I knew how to not love you.

I wish I would have seen this coming.

I wish I payed attention to the past.

I wish I wasn't such an idiot.

I wish I could stop my heart from aching.

I wish.. I just wish...

I was smarter to have not let this happen again.

I wish I didn't know half the things I do.

I wish I stayed oblivious to everything.

I wish I knew how to give up.

I wish I can just stop myself from being let down.

I wish I could change the world.

I wish I could change myself.

I wish life would be fairer.

I wish I had the courage to make friends.

I wish I had the strength to stomach the real world.

I wish everything would stop spinning out of control.

I wish to have less faith in you.

I wish I knew that could never be.

I wish I didn't love you so much.

I wish I wouldn't wait for you.

I wish I didn't know, that deep down in my heart,

That I would never stop loving you.

I wish it was easier for both of us.

I wish I could make you happier.

I wish people liked me more.

I wish people looked at me with respect.

I wish people would just stop walking away.

I wish people knew how I really felt.

I wish I could stop my tears.

I wish I could control my emotions.

I wish I could be a different person.

I sometimes wish I was dead.