Stuck

Why is it so hard,

To look back at everyone,

Who used to go to the same High School?

It hurts to realize,

That I'm the only one left,

That isn't going anywhere in life.

That isn't having kids.

That doesn't have clue about anything.

I'm the only one, 

That has no idea what's going on with the world.

I live in oblivion and seclusion.

And as I look back at everyone,

Who I used to go to school with,

I realize...

I'm not doing anything with my life.

I still have yet to figure out what it is,

That I want to do for a living.

I feel left out,

In this big old world.

And I'm not doing anything to fix it...