Lost

I'm lost.

Everything is dark.

My head hurts.

My mind is wandering.

My body is shaking.

Memories are flashing.

I'm lost,

And no one is trying to save me.

Am I meant to be found?

To be saved?

Meant for greater things in life?

It's pitch black again.

I can't control my thoughts.

Aches and pains,

Rip through me like a wave.

It's a constant blow to the head.

I'm screaming.

I'm crying.

I'm completely out of control.

Once again,

I got myself lost.