Never EnoughA Poem by Alicia HirsheyRead Authors noteThis is for The I love you's You never said. All the your beautifuls That never left your lips, All the nights I cried alone All the words Left unknown Here' to the lies All cheats alike All the times I tried But you refused to fight Here's to the times Talking with friends You played it off as if My feelings were pretend Don't worry about my "Friends" I'll cover them next This was for you And what was never said. ~*~ I'm so fed up with everyone around me No one seems to care I'm just so far gone that nothing's gonna change I'll never be the same It's always do this do that everything they want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get they're always Pushing me away ~*~ Never good enough I thought in dread Always silent Leaving words unsaid I'll fight for nothing I've always wanted you That was my mistake I have seen the truth. ~*~ It's never enough no It's never enough No matter what i say It's never enough no It's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be ~*~ Through lies and deciet I stood up for you When they all caused a scene Ultimate betrayal A role you played well Now you kill with your words Make my thoughts decay as well Hold your rumors It's not easy for you Tag me with names Send me evil names I wasn't there You never let me stay You never noticed You caused more than fixed Without you I'm bad That I'll admit But with you I'm so much worse It makes me sick. ~*~ It's all so messed up that no one ever listens Everyone's deranged It's just so fucked up that i'm never gonna change Or lay it all to waste It's always say this say that nothing that you want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get they're always Shoving me aside ~*~ Mindless followers Fill their heads with lies I was the backstabber It will all come out in time Mark me a w***e, psychotic, Idiotic Labels you hoped to be true That is the difference Between me and you I bite my tongue Until it bleeds You tend to bring out The worst in me With all that said I hope you like What you see When it's time to view The remnates of me ~*~ It's never enough, no it's never enoughNo matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be I'M DONE! ~*~ I was never good enough For any of you If the is one thing I've learned It's always follow through After reading this What will I mean to you? You think you know so much When truly you know nothing of me I was never all talk If you'd show I'd prove it true But you seem so afraid When push came to shove I half expected it from you You hide in your rhymes Trying to buy yourself time How much longer Until you step up Except the consiquences of your crimes ~*~ I'd rather hate you for everything you are Than ever love you for something you are not I'd rather you hate me for everything I am Than have you love me for something that I can't become ~*~ Truant mindset Where were you when I was in need? Hiding way Expecting me To constantly please Abstract thoughts I believed we shared Now I see It was all a mirror Years of torment Ridicule, too. Do you expect me to sit here And take this from you? All through school I caught rumors heat I don't want to sit here And let you continue The damage you caused me Twist my words Take them as you like Because no matter what There is no changing your life ~+~ It's never enough, No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter who I try to be It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter how I try to taste It's never enough, never never enough I'll never be what you want me to be ~*~ To all This will hurt A sorry will fill your ear Heartfelt are my whispers That the wind carried here In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I am © 2011 Alicia HirsheyAuthor's Note
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