This is for The I love you's You never said. All the your beautifuls That never left your lips, All the nights I cried alone All the words Left unknown Here' to the lies All cheats alike All the times I tried But you refused to fight Here's to the times Talking with friends You played it off as if My feelings were pretend Don't worry about my "Friends" I'll cover them next This was for you And what was never said. ~*~
I'm so fed up with
everyone around me
No one seems to care
I'm just so far gone
that nothing's gonna change
I'll never be the same
It's always do this do that
everything they want to
I don't want to live that way
Every chance they get they're always
Pushing me away
~*~
Never good enough
I thought in dread
Always silent
Leaving words unsaid
I'll fight for nothing
I've always wanted you
That was my mistake
I have seen the truth.
~*~
It's never enough no
It's never enough
No matter what i say
It's never enough no
It's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be
~*~ To my friend
Through lies and deciet
I stood up for you
When they all caused a scene
Ultimate betrayal
A role you played well
Now you kill with your words
Make my thoughts decay as well
Hold your rumors
It's not easy for you
Tag me with names
Send me evil names
I wasn't there
You never let me stay
You never noticed
You caused more than fixed
Without you I'm bad
That I'll admit
But with you I'm so much worse
It makes me sick.
~*~
It's all so messed up
that no one ever listens
Everyone's deranged
It's just so fucked up
that i'm never gonna change
Or lay it all to waste
It's always say this say
that nothing that you want to
I don't want to live that way
Every chance they get they're always
Shoving me aside
~*~
Mindless followers
Fill their heads with lies
I was the backstabber
It will all come out in time
Mark me a w***e, psychotic, Idiotic
Labels you hoped to be true
That is the difference
Between me and you
I bite my tongue
Until it bleeds
You tend to bring out
The worst in me
With all that said
I hope you like
What you see
When it's time to view
The remnates of me
~*~
It's never enough, no it's never enough
No matter what I say
It's never enough, no it's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be
I'M DONE! ~*~ I was never good enough For any of you If the is one thing I've learned It's always follow through After reading this What will I mean to you? You think you know so much When truly you know nothing of me I was never all talk If you'd show I'd prove it true But you seem so afraid When push came to shove I half expected it from you You hide in your rhymes Trying to buy yourself time How much longer Until you step up Except the consiquences of your crimes ~*~ I'd rather hate you for everything you are
Than ever love you for something you are not
I'd rather you hate me for everything I am
Than have you love me for something that I can't become ~*~ Truant mindset Where were you when I was in need? Hiding way Expecting me To constantly please Abstract thoughts I believed we shared Now I see It was all a mirror Years of torment Ridicule, too. Do you expect me to sit here And take this from you? All through school I caught rumors heat I don't want to sit here And let you continue The damage you caused me Twist my words Take them as you like Because no matter what There is no changing your life ~+~ It's never enough,
No matter what I say
It's never enough, no it's never enough
No matter who I try to be
It's never enough, no it's never enough
No matter how I try to taste
It's never enough, never never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be
~*~ To all This will hurt A sorry will fill your ear Heartfelt are my whispers That the wind carried here In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete
Drawn only to be washed away
For the time that I've been given I am what I am
[The parts of this poem that are bold are taken from one of my all time favorite songs, Never enough by five finger death punch.]
I will admit that I was feeling a lot of different emotions when I was writing this. To be honest, there are so many feelings that went into this one that I'm not even sure how to write this authors note. I hope you enjoyed this.
My Review
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"This is for
The I love you's
You never said.
All the your beautifuls
That never left your lips,"
I loved the beginning of the poem and the end. The poem itself, punctuated dark, hard, and locked feelings. Lies, deceit, betrayal, and sensitive thoughts all put together. I really enjoyed reading this.
Amazingly intense. A lot of lines stood out and made me double take.
I'd rather hate you
for everything you are
Than ever love you
for something you are not
I'd rather you hate me
for everything I am
Than have you love me
for something that I can't become
Yes! Goes along with my favorite quote. "Better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you are not."
Good poem, again, i love the flare.
I love that song, and I can really relate to it, I had been listening to it on my way down to Arkansas repeatidly. And I love your poem. It was confusing, but at the same time I understood every word that you had wrote. It's sad, but beautiufl and strong.
it was like i could go on and on and on and it just keep getting amazing on and on!
this poem is just like a splash of ink...it keeps reaching unreachable bounds which makes it wonderful!
Ali, I once thought I was an emotional writer but you are the all time best at it. What scares me most about you is I know, I can feel that it is all real. You are being tourmented by your own inner thoughts. Forgive my french, but f**k them whomever they maybe as your last line says I am what I am and NEVER f*****g apoligize to anyone for who you are. If they make you ill at heart they are not worth your time or your breathe. I really hope you understand me... Because I UNDERSTAND you way more then you know.
This is a very strong and emotional poem. Its good to get these feelings out. I actually found myself thinking of similar instances in my life when I had feelings such as these. Excellent write Ali. Oh and I love five finger death punch.