No Words

Thinking....venting...

Eternally forced to deal with the pain and pleasures of this so called life. Tortured and abused in binds of hellish deeds, I wouldn't wish to relive or even wish upon my worst enemy. A little girl who got her first taste of sand being stuffed into her mouth. Or a teenager who can't escape the rumors of these high school hallways of being pregnant by some poor b*****d, judging her weight...are congratulations really in order when you don't even know the truth? A kiss of poison, dragged through the dirty rumors of a love that never really was....just humiliation.

 

No words. Just hidden behind my broken smile as you continue to wonder what's wrong with me....hiding behind your innocent disguise. Please, go on and pretend like you don't know, while I hide in my shadows and dark thoughts. It's a no wonder why I never died. You continue to break me, as I continue to try and be nothing but a friend. Look inside my mind, you'll never see the hatred and I'll never say a word.

Reviews

[Y.F.]

I've never encountered someone who considers school the happiest time of their life, and if I ever will, I'll feel sorry for them. Real life tend to flip the coin, making the unpopular successful and the popular mediocre at best. It is the time in our life when we're the most fragile, but it's important to remember it's just a phase, and life usually picks up after it.

Wouldn't you do it all over again if you knew where and with whom you'll end up? Be proud of who you are, and think of the bad things as the bumpy road leading you to your present, to who you are. On the back of life's truck, we all get some sand between our teeth.