A Time of Unhappiness

There was a time where all I wanted to was die because life wasn't worth living
I was only twelve, I should have been enjoying my child hood not thinking of ways I could go
I tried to choke myself with a chair and books piled on top
I tried jumping of a roof
I tried drowning myself
I was not only unhappy or depressed as people say
My soul was lost being drivin into a darkness that would eventually devour me
I used to tell people there was a hole in my heart that would never heal and that's why I hurt so much
At that time i didn't know what life would bring
I never was loved and no one really cared
Then i meant him
we struggled but he held on
we fought but he fought harder
I tried to let go but he held tighter
I have grown and learned love is a strange thing that connects you to many people
his family is just as loving
and it is ever lasting
My time of unhappiness has taught me a valuable thing
life Can toss you around but if you count on yourself and find a passion something you can love the unhappiness dissolves you devour the darkness and it is never worth giving up