Beautiful Sin

Searching for answers
For questions we never ask
Forfeiting life just to catch
That one break
Silence affirms that I'm
Lost and left out once again
I taste beautiful sin

F**k it

I've felt the sunshine on my face
I've drank the bottle still I hate the taste
Nothing inside, nothing inside
I hurt the ones I've claimed to love the most
And I can't say why, I don't know why

So many times this road became my home
I've given my best still I end up alone
Only through struggle I've found peace within
By learning to love I can live once again

Can you feel
Can you feel this pain
Can you make me whole
Make me fine again
I can't seem to deal with the struggles within
I've given my life for this beautiful sin
Can I go, can I follow you
Will you know, how to stop this pain, will you help me change, will you know my face

No, this pressure cannot be real
The things I've seen are like a thousand knives and the heartbreak I feel
Has broken me
I cannot see
Your eyes are dark and you're nearing your death
Try not to speak because you're wasting your breath
Speak to me without the misery and we can leave it all behind
Don't spend your words on a broken dream when we're on borrowed time

Further and further I push you away
No sense of compassion and no will to change
Falling is only one half of this love
When hitting rock bottom you only move up