Search & RescueA Story by BarryLAn end to the darkness of a lost soul, a return to light and the emergence of Raguel, the Angel of VengeanceI pulled my keffiyeh over
my mouth as traffic pushed the constant dust across the street to where I squatted
against a mud-brick wall. My eyes strayed occasionally to the few faces going
by, scanning the street for the unusual sight of a small child wearing a niqāb.
After two years of
searching I found myself here, outside an opulent villa on Ibn Najm. I’d been
stalking the villa for weeks, so far without success.
It wasn’t an easy place to
watch, in the heart of a residential district in a city where few of the
inhabitants walk anywhere. I had to change clothes twice a day, change my walk,
switch vehicles; but I was sure this was the place. This had to be my final destination. All I
needed was visual confirmation and I could act.
When I’d arrived in the
city more than a month ago all I had was a name, whispered in my ear by a rich,
drunken Saudi in a busy, underground bar in Bahrain: a whispered name from a
detailed description given to me by a dying man more than two years ago.
That death-bed confession
had seen me leave my wife and daughter and travel from one dusty middle-eastern
country to another following one dead-end lead after the other. I went native
to make my presence less conspicuous, followed every call to prayer, merged
western clothing with local elements and all the time I searched, and watched.
With each new clue I sent
a ping to my wife’s phone from anonymous internet bars. Other than that I’d
gone dark; disappeared from the planet, no contact. Everyone but she thought
the grief had made me lose it. I might as well have been dead.
She knew I lived, she knew
what I was looking for, and with each new ping she knew where I was.
Last time out I’d sent a
double ping " “I’m close!”; no response needed; she would sense my excitement.
I pushed myself to my feet
and shuffled towards the jeep on the corner as a convoy of two SUV’s with black
windows exited the compound. I had to follow; more than likely two vehicles
meant women and where the women went I had to follow; where the women went so
too did children.
I followed them out to
King Fahd Road and watched them turn left. As we moved through the city streets
it became clear they were heading towards Al Nakheel Mall. My heart beat loudly
in my chest. I was filled with a curious mix of hope and rage; a shopping mall
definitely meant women.
I pulled the jeep into the
first available space and quickly changed my jacket, Keffiyeh and shades before
getting out to watch the two cars find spaces. My route to the mall would take
me right by them so no need to wander conspicuously off-course, no need to
raise anyone’s suspicions; I was just another customer, nobody to worry about.
My heart skipped a beat;
getting out of the car was a young girl clad head-to-toe in a black niqāb. With
her were two other girls, neither covered up as she was.
Two years! Two years I’d
been looking and now I jumped to wild conclusions that it must be her, that it
was her, even though her back was to me I was sure; even after two years,
one-quarter of her life, I thought I recognised her from the way she held
herself. My little girl, my eldest, my first-born, the very breath that kept me
alive, the ache in my heart.
I had to be sure, I had to
see her eyes. The eyes that were exact copies of her mother’s except for the
colour; that blue mirrored my own.
Trying to keep it casual I
pulled out a cigarette and lit it up as I moved to the entrance. Inhaling
deeply I pulled nicotine into my lungs to calm the overwhelming emotions.
Hidden behind my mirrored lenses I stared intently at the approaching group; three
men escorting two women and the three children. I waited for them to get close
and, making a big deal about squatting down to stub out my cigarette on the
pavement, took off my shades and turned to look straight into my daughter’s
big, blue eyes; eyes that widened in recognition as I removed the keffiyeh from
my face.
Nobody else was looking at
me, yet. I placed my finger to my lips and my, now eight-year-old, acknowledged
with an imperceptible nod but her wonderful smile, hidden beneath her
headdress, was echoed in her eyes.
They passed into the mall
and before I followed I checked my Janbiya was loose in its sheath. I had two
more, slender blades, one in each boot but I hoped to do this without
bloodshed; to take my daughter to safety without exposing her to any further
risk.
I had to wait an hour for
my chance, an interminable hour which seemed to take longer than the whole of
the last two years. Wherever they stopped she looked for me, whenever they went
into a shop she lingered at the entrance as if to give me the chance to see. I
was sure her actions would give me away. I would pass it off as a natural Saudi
child’s interest in a westerner.
I picked up a cheap,
throwaway mobile and rang the hire company to come and pick up the jeep
replacing it with my favourite motorbike in their collection a Suzuki DR650SE,
a narrow lightweight bike that works best off the main highways in the
block-pattern housing areas of the city.
I’d need it. I knew, from
the moment I took my little girl back again, we would be fugitives in the city
and I’d have to take a convoluted route at high speed to cover the 8 mile
stretch between the mall and the British Embassy.
The call came and
reluctantly I left my surveillance to make the swap, At the same time I swapped
jackets and slung my few possessions over my back. I parked the bike behind their SUV’s and on
the way back into the mall dumped all of my excess baggage in a nearby bin. I
wouldn’t be needing them again.
What I did need was
western clothes for an eight-year-old girl and so I ducked into FG4kids and
spent a small fortune on dark jeans with a flower pattern and a loose t-shirt
with red poppies.
When I came out I caught
sight of them walking towards me, the three men were laden down with bags and
two of the women were struggling to hold my little girl who was twisting and
pulling at them as she sought to catch sight of her Daddy.
I couldn’t be caught
inside. I couldn’t risk the plan to give my daughter one crumb of comfort. She knew
I had found her, now I had to trust that she would expect to see me again. She
knew I wouldn’t leave now.
I went out, put on the lid
and moved through the car park. As they
got to the SUV’s I saw the men gesticulate at the bike blocking their exit from
the car park. I casually strolled
towards them, helmet obscuring my features, obviously heading for the bike,
obviously the owner, not in any hurry.
The men began to shout at
me, waving bags furiously as they pointed at the bike and me. This was easy, I
was no threat. My daughter spotted me and stopped struggling. The women looked and
suspicion began to bloom but before they could say a word I was among them. I
had waited too long to be stopped now. I was bringing my little girl home.
My lid took out the alpha male,
my boot took root in another man’s balls and there was only one left. He moved
towards me, but had forgotten to drop the shopping bags. He was easy meat.
The women didn’t make any
effort to stop me taking my daughter. They watched as I pulled the niqāb from
her face and hair, drinking her in, noticing every detail; those that remained
the same and those that age had changed. She was still my little girl.
It lasted no more than a
second, then we were on the bike and away, she in front, hugging me tightly as
we swept up the Al Imam Saud Ibn Abdul Aziz Branch Rd at speed. This was the easiest part of our journey. The
first, exhilarating, frantic race up a long straight, before anyone could
respond to the alarm. Soon we would have
to turn into the residential blocks to lose any potential pursuit.
We were doing top speed as
it turned into the Northern Ring Road at which point I hopped the bike over the
kerbing and planted verge and ducked the bike down towards the King Saud
University district.
I broke into an unfinished
house on Al Absat to change our clothes and say hello properly. All we’d
managed to do so far was hug and I ripped my lid off and covered her face with
kisses, tore my gloves off and touched her face and still-blonde hair. This
small, little girl who’d been through all kinds of hell was back in my arms and
I would never let her go again until she was safe inside the embassy.
No explanations, just “I
love you, now get changed quickly, we’ve got to move.” And kisses. I taped a
torn strip from the niqāb over the tank of the bike, threw away my jacket and
back on our journey to the embassy district.
It was only about 2 miles
from here but those two miles were torturous.
Any number of times we had to retrace our steps because of road blocks. Too
many times we waited breathlessly for cop cars with flashing lights to chase
past us. It seemed that the embassy district was on lockdown.
Eventually, we ditched the
bike at a compound below the Wadi and climbed the embankment to the walking
path that would bring us into the Embassy district; a mile and a half walk in
open view of the road beneath us. We passed the Irish Consulate on Al Idrissi
and turned right onto Ibn Uday to see the gates of the British Embassy on the
corner before us.
A flash of our passports
and we were inside and then hours where our story was told and retold many
times, our passports checked and rechecked, DNA samples taken to link this
blonde child to her dark haired father. And all the time we cuddled and kissed
and laughed and cried as each heard the others tale and then a phone call home,
a long phone call filled with joy, finally, filled with love and warmth and
family: a husband returned, a daughter found.
Then quiet conversations
in the garden as the Ambassador and his staff refused to countenance the urgent
representations of the House of Saud. The conclusive proof of identity was
confirmed and plans were laid for my daughter’s return home.
It was then that I allowed
my rage to come to the fore. For two years, since that first terrible night
when I had tortured the man who had facilitated my daughter’s kidnap to death
for that detailed description, I had held my rage in check. I had put my
vengeance to one side as I searched and now I would take it in the bloodiest
way possible.
My helmet had obscured my
face, they would not recognise me.
This man, this whispered
name, would feel the blade of my Janbiya curve around his balls as I gelded
him; this man could not live. Tonight I would creep into his compound, past his
security, and I would murder every male in his house. This man would die knowing
that his name would be lost to the ashes of history, his women left to their
own devices. The future would die in his eyes long before I gutted him and left
him bleeding out as his house burned around him.
My daughter was free and
this man, and this family, would never be able to worry her again; this I swore
to Allah who, of all the Gods, is strongest in this desert place.
That night I climbed the
wall behind the tennis court…
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