Doubt

Created: May 15, 2019 Influence: Life

The doubt is creeping up on me. I can feel it getting closer and closer. I must fight it off. It's all too tempting to listen to. So persuasive in its meaning.

I must not think logically. As it's unhelpful. It's not suppose to make sense. Thinking logically just further helps doubt out.

Have to keep shaking doubt off. Which is going to be difficult to do in general. More so since I'm in constant battle with my inner demons.

Some days I can out run them. Others? They all try and tackle me. Jumping on my back trying to take me down. I've been able to fend them off from doing so. Yet, the more weight and load that's put on, the harder it is to keep going.