My ideal woman

My ideal woman?

I might not be able to say what she looks like. What she looks like doesn't matter to me. Can be any race, any ethnic background or anywhere in the world for all I care. Why limit myself? I know she's out there. I feel she's always beside me. I dreamt of her many times. I just need to find her.

(Not listed in order of importance)

Who is she?
A woman who can stimulate my mind. That lets me know she's thinking and wondering about all that's around her. Remaining curious.

Going off that some.. She's someone who can hold a conversation. It sucks when you find someone intriguing only to pull tooth and nail to keep the convo going. Especially when they want to talk to you but aren't willing to put the same effort in. Such a disappointment.

She's someone who is confident enough to know what she wants/best for her. That includes not thinking I expect her to birth all these kids and sit at home.

Someone who has self respect. How can she expect me or anyone else to if they don't?

She doesn't mind getting her hands dirty. I'm not only talking about gardening dirty. I mean under the hood of a car dirty.

Going off that.... someone who isn't afraid to ask me for help to teach her things. Same aspect, to teach me things right back.

Someone who still finds happiness in life's simplest pleasures. Flowers, landscape, the clouds, puppies hehe

Someone who is a go getter. Has dreams they want to become or accomplish. No matter how big or silly they believe them to be. Doesn't make excuses for not getting to where she wants to be. Too stubborn to give up or in. If there's an obstacle, she finds a way to over come it. Understands that failure and adversity are a way of life. She embraces them knowing that they will help aid her in succeeding.

Understands that I love vehicles. I tend to spend a great deal of time on mine.

Understands that I love to write. It forces me to remain focused. Sometimes a little too focused. I don't intend to ignore her. Same with thinking deeply. There's times I'm really caught up in my feelings from it. Getting there isn't always easy but when I'm there, it pours out and has no filter. It's like someone pouring a bucket of prizes over you and you only have so much time to reach down in order to get as many as you can.

Someone who isn't afraid to act like a big kid. No one likes to feel old. Going to a carnival or amusement park to let off some steam. Or stay in on the couch cuddling watching movies from our childhood. Joke around but know when to be serious.

Someone who can look at me and I look at her and just know. No words need to be spoken. The same eyes that cause me to get lost within them.

Someone who isn't afraid of nature. I love the outdoors. Hiking, boating, waterskiing, jet skiing.

Someone who can be creative. Finds enjoyment out of creating something out of nothing.

She's someone who can make the toughest of critics ask "Who's she?"

The one who everyone looks at when she walks in the room. Not me. Her.

She's someone who has a big heart. Wanting to give back to society. Make it better than she found it.

Someone who loves me as much I do her. Not to use me or threaten to jump ship whenever things get a little hard.

Believe in me as much as I do her. Willing to help each other accomplish our goals together. Feeding off what we know with what the other might not. Then learn together what we both don't.

She respects the fact I help other people and not get jealous of the fact I'm talking to other females. For example, Lauren. An ex got pissed I thought more highly of Lauren than I did her. Only because the ex kept threatening to leave when it got hard. I never had to question Lauren's loyalty, trust and I knew she always had my back if s**t went down. She was also willing to talk and work things out when we did fight.

Children wise?
If we both do decide on it, I would hope she's a better mother than mine was to me. Just as I hope to be a better father than mine was to me.

Intimate wise?
Loves being held. (Hugging, cuddling, snuggling) Someone not afraid to be weak around me.
Don't mind random kisses from time to time for being her and no reason at all.
Don't mind forehead kisses. Some females don't like them. They see it as a sign of belittling.
No sticking tongue down my throat. Can passionately kiss. While not minding other times when I bite down and tug on her bottom lip.

Hopefully I can do this with:
To wake up like I have before, looking over and seeing her facing me with her eyes closed softly sleeping is such a precious moment. Take my finger and mover her hair out of the way. Know the person I love so dearly is in front of me and taken care of.

Best is when you're laying there looking at her and she can somehow sense it. She slowly wakes up before you. Seeing her eyes open, knowing you're the first thing she lays her sights on as she is for you that very day. You can't help but smile and say "hi" at her. Only to get a hi followed by a cute smile in return. You can't help but lean forward and give her a kiss on the nose for being so adorable. Hoping to make her smile from ear to ear.