Feeling of Preventable Force

(Completed Feb 28, 2015)

No matter how much I try it seems to be like some kind of force stopping me from accomplishing something. Almost like my time has expired. In a way of forcing me to change and make life choices. For example, be somewhere for so long then move to some place else. Use the experiences I was hopefully suppose to obtain at the last place to help me succeed and gain new experiences at this next place in order to continue to grow. I've been feeling like fate has been trying to talk to me more. It's either that or I've finally started to actually pay attention to what it has to say because it doesn't like to be ignored. haha. Not to say the meaning are always clear at first when they do become clear then that's when it causes me to pay attention more.