Fo you

This little poems for you

im so glad that you were there to watch me fall down

im so glad you laughed at me when i cried

im so glad that you were never there when i needed you the most

im so glad you WERE in my life

but sometimes you have to let go of the things you love

sometimes you have to give up

thanks to you im terrified of our memroies together

i rather trade them to be burned to the ground

im starting to see a pattern in my life

everytime im happy it only last for a short while

but when im always at my happiest im teared down by the pain and torture from my heart

and instead of my happiest it last forever it seems

but maybe if i stay silent for the rest of my being

maybe i cant be hurt anymore

cause if i dont talk they dont have a reason to crush me

so i hope you find happieness in your life

and ill stay in the shadows, silent; waiting for my chance

but i want you to know this sweet heart

you will have to live with quilt knowing you muted someone

knowing that she now is scared to even hear your name

and any chance she had to take your life

she would

but she couldnt do it anyways cause that make her play the role of God

but i have you know she will huant you

to ley YOU take YOUR own life instead

but until then live your life the way you plan on doing

and know that once you put her out of your life

she will NEVER walk back into it

you will never have to worry about seeing her again or even hearing of her

it will almost seem as it was all just a dream

as if it never were true or never even happened

so there you have it, thats for you

 

 

P.S. she always keeps her threats and promises... unlike some people i know