My sorrow

i fell into your trap

all the lusting over eachother

ment nothing to you

you dont care about me nor my feelings

but i have news for you i dont need someone who treats me like that

my whole life the closet loved ones to me..

always ended up leaving or just using me

and im starting to see the pattern

i will never be loved by anyone

i will just have to face the fact that its just me against the world

no one to help me get through the pain

no one to share laughs with

no one to give my heart to and know they will take good care of it

i mean nothing to any of them

im just a speck of dust left behind in the dust

no body to look after me

no one to be there when im happy or sad

no body to catch me when i fall

i will just have to get used to the feeling of hitting the ground

over and over again

even though it may make me cry

i will just hide the tears and pain, and get back up and keep going

letting people get the best of me

its happened so many times i dont even give a s**t anymore

i guess thats just my life and the way it will be til the day i die

a lone ghost roaming the earth

noone to worry about and no one to worry about me