Best friend no more

A whole new life starts from this day on

No more feeling as if my hands and legs are chained to a brick wall

No more tears, nore heart ace

No more fighting , lieying, and or cheating

My life is turning upside down...

or maybe upside right...

Things happen for a reason

if God knew you couldn't handle he wouldn't put you through it

I've just lost my best friend yet i feeel free and alive again

but also i feel alone and sad

I tried all i could do to keep this friendship

and all that happen was it was tossed in the trash

where it probally belongs

Cause i am not going to waste my time on someone who betrayed me

and i defanilly am not wasting my time on someone who doesnt even care to work things out

But thats how life is;

full of happieness and disapointments

Not even knowing what was happening the whole time

just finding out that it was all a plot, a fake

but i guess she picked up some of my bad habbits

and tried to be like me, and by doing this she

went behind my back and twisted my words as if she was a con man

making me look evil, making me look pathetic, making me look like the bad guy

but even though she has ruined part of life

at least i'll know the truth...

and so will she...

but she's not worth getting back at

because that would make me no better then her, now would it?

i will just hold my head up high and show her that everything that she has done

i had forgiven her the second i found out, and also show her that i dont really give a s**t

that everything she had said to my face, everytime she laid her hand and smacked me across the face, everytime she pushed me down to the ground,all the roud coments

i have forgotten and left in my past to rot and faid away

EVERYTIME SHE TESTED MY PASHENTS WITH HER RAMARKBLE COMENTS ABOUT MY DEAD PARNTS, AND TELLING ME THAT I AM TURNING INTO WHAT MY FATHER WAS,AND EVEN DARING TO LAUGH AT HOW PRETTY MUCH MY WHOLE FAMILY ARE DEAD, AND HOW I WILL DIE THE SAME WAY THEY ALL DID!

when she said these words i tried my best to contain myself from letting my anger get the best of me!!

but i guess i couldnt handle and have left marks on her also

which i dreadfully regret..

because hurting her was the last thing on earth i would want to do to her

i truley trusted her with all my past and all the secrets behind them

and what had really happended to me when i was a child

but now i truley feel ashamed for i have just revield and answered all the polices questions;

and also everyone elses

but i am ready to take the consiquences that will come across me

and i am ready to take blame for something i never did or even really understood

but i guess thats how my life is probally going to get started and how i will

spread my wings and sore away

Because after all bad things comes good; even when it's hopeless and is more of fantcy then real life.

 

 

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Last lines are true. When bad things happen. We hope are are wiser and don't repeat the same error. I like the thoughts and the hope in the poem. No easy life for anyone. But we must look for the good in all things. Thank you for the excellent poem.
Coyote