broken inside

what happens when the person you love

 doesnt love you back

what happens if you would do anything for this person

and theny would do nothing for you

what happens when you tell them that you love them

and they just chukle and say and your just special to me

what hurts the most

that you are madley in love with them

and they are just using you for their pleasure

what hurts the most

you have been used and cheated so many times

and they are just doing the same damn thing over again

what hurts the most

is you want to spend the rest of your life with them

but they just want to be friends when your apart

and then when your together just to be sex partners

sometimes love can be magic

and sometimes it can be a curse

what do you do when you feel that that person is the one

and just have a feeling

but your pretty sure they dont really even think about you that way

every touch

every kiss

every look

every moment

everything

when you kiss it felels like the very first time

when you touch it sends shivers up your spine

when you look into eachother eyes its speachless

every single moment you ever remembered is like heaven

knowing those memorys are the only thing you have left of them

scared not knowing what will happen next for you

just waiting and hopeing they would change their mind

but you know that will never happen in a million years

beacuse truth is,

if they arnt willing to start a realationship with you

and is only with you because of the sex

they are not worth it

becuase if they truley did love you they would be in your arms right now

to stay!