saying goodbye

3rd and 1st person talking

The lights are flashing

I can hear the sirens

The Thunder rolls as if laughing at me

The wind smacks my face over and over again as it blows

The rains pouring down on me peircing my face

My knees hit the earth

SPLASH

mud flies all over the place

i can still hear guns going off in the distance

i look in those eyes, those innocent eyes

and i look down with shame

How could i let such an innocent child see her own father like this

A man grabs her and covers her eyes and ears

I see her try to fight back

Tears running down her face

She had been crying so much she couldnt breathe anymore

SLAM

i hit the earth with blood and sweat, broken bones, and a broken heart

The air is filled with an ear peircing scream from a 4 year old little girl

she kicks and punches, scratches, and bites just to try and help her father

but the man grabs her and lifts her off the ground as if a rag doll

right there and then i lost it

i took the mans who had smashed my head in the ground and took his gun

i shot the man with hands full of anger and i evil and dangerous glare in my eyes

he droped my duaghter from being shot in the chest

the man who had hit me tazared me

i plumet the earth again but now crying

she crawls toward my direction and takes her small delicate hand and reaches out to hold my face

tears still streaming down her face and she says with fear and sorrow in her voice

dont cry dady i wont let them hurt you anymore i love you i will protect you

but before she finishes what she was about to say the man takes her by the arm with a tight grip

she crys out in pain, now starting to bleed

i try to do something anything but i was getting beaten up as if a school kid in the feild

i scream out with fear and rage

i couldnt see my little girl anymore

the police had taken her away from me by force

i cant stop thinking about the words my little girl spoke to me

reality hit

my heart is pounding in my head from lost of blood

i try to fight back but everytime i do i am tazred and beaten up

my heart just stoped now my eyes slowly closing and the yelling starts to slow down and start to tone down

my life flashes before my eyes

all the bad and scary things not the good and sweet things

i have given up because i know i have no power anymore

i let them see my pain and sorrow

no more pretending

i show them my tears and wounds

i show them the fear in my eyes

i show them i am backing down

no more fighting back

i let them take me and cuff my hands up

they push me in the back of the police car

now thinking of my little girl my eldest little girl, and i think of my youngest little girl

how she had already been taken away from me first by some stupid orphanage 1 years ago when she was only 2

i think of my dead wife

my angel and how she would do anything for those 2 little girls of ours

i miss her i miss all three of them and i think to myself

what kind of husband was i?

what kind of father was i?

but the thought fades away

the police are taking me to a place where no living thing should be

im sentenced for life in those bars

i close my eyes and see

my beautiful wife

my 2 adorable angels

and the ideal perfect life

for you see theres good and bad choices in life and this story is based on a real life story in 3rd person talking

everybody has an idea of a perfect life

but the truth life can NEVER be perfect

life is full of disapointments

and also joyfulness!