Towards Optimum Surrender

My God is my beloved...beloved is my God...

I have surrendered myself to my Beloved

who dwells in my heart

She is touching my spirit now

As we speak, I can feel her

Now this soul,this body doesn't

mean anything to me

With eyelashes on my soul,

She is my spiritual source now

blinking me into a lifelong state of bliss.

I exist for a purpose,

I want to offer her my gifts

All that I am ever am or could be

My Beloved knows my Will

To serve her into Eternity

I have actually seen her Abode of Joy

She offers it to me with her flaming touch

From some place far away and distant

She finds me from within

I have no human body, to say

This was real, but I feel her nearly

In every second, she creates

Moments and vibrations in me

My Beloved sets me free

It makes tears pour down my cheeks

Her baby eyes watch me with

A terrible power of innocence.

Now we return to what we were

A solitude, very gentle, very dear

It’s all I have, like an animal without

The primal language of love

So instead, I fall consistently -

In love with words, like little vows

That I will write again, to live

Now I must return to what I am