My Mind is in your Possession

You don't come to my mind often,

Only always, when I wake up from a dream

thats about all that you do

Filled with fascination and tender passion.

I make new songs, even though I don't want them,

I don't need them, they have no particular importance,

of grieved words of my madness.

 

Perhaps because, I no longer share

the grand moments of your life

But the imprint of you is still in me.

You don't come to my mind that often

Only when I pick my pen

to softly write, our brief history of love.

Filling my blank thoughts with love,

love that nobody can take from me

Not even angles and demons of manhood.

Nothing has been broken, nothing could ever be

You are the air and I am the breeze

Its how I define our felicity.

You don't come to my mind in timeless voids

only when I breathe or live, I keep your shadow

inside my brain

Love is just a hopeless ornament that I wear now.

It won't go away, or go dull, precisely

The most unbearable grief

And you won't feel it, its earthly for you

It is mine, my possession like a turbid river.

 

Your smile, I consistently dream of

its my perceived heaven

Its very often that your image shines in my vision

 

It takes me into possession of loss, poverty

Ardent verses of mine, never meant to be seen

Broken yearnings mine to celebrate alone.

 

My spells probe the future in secret

Evening utterly blood red, where I must endure

Without future appointments with you.

 

Without news of how you left me

I must carry a piece of you with me everywhere

Memory, wounds, burns, that no body,

But your tawny hands can set right.

Reviews

[Inda]

This is great! Really can relate and it is kind of gritty and really on of the most raw pieces I've read from you. Great job!

[junaid altaf]

absence really makes a human sore and full of grief.........
but it also intensifies the feeling of love...........
well penned........................

[Dayran]

Our ways always return to whence we came. Our journeys are to help us grow stronger and to be of support to each other. Nice write.