Im losing grip..

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Im losing grip of reality quickly

Im losing grip of reality im struggling to hold on for another day trying to beat the feelings inside me The feelings of failure regret, loneliness, and worthlessness controls my life the anxiety will surely beat me no one can love me im to far gone my mind is twisted and dark my body is scarred im fighting a battle which i lose everyday i wonder can i ever learn to put the knife away or am i always going to be hopeless and a let down to my family am i going to learn to love myself or always deal with pain forgiven and forgotten but never truly moved on i dont know how to cope lets go back to the coke...