Hope and Believe

Not as happy as the title makes it out to be.

I hope you cry

I hope you sob

I hope that you get your heart broken

Just like you broke mine

 

Because no one really knows

Nobody really understands

How deep my wounds are

How broken my heart is

 

This pain is always there

The only thing I can think about

The only thing I can really talk about

The only thing I truly feel anymore

 

You lied to my brother

He accused you but didn't really

You said that you would never

You only flirted with pretty girls

 

At that point, you smashed my heart

That was the final twist of the knife

The last star in the sky had supernovaed

The sun had burnt out

 

And you are slowly killing me

I'm not pretty

I already knew that

But now I'm starving myself

 

Was everything you told me a lie?

All the sweet nothings?

Were they just that? Nothing?

A way for you to pass the time

 

Because your girlfriend wasn't around

None of your other w****s, either

You just wanted fun

So you chose me

 

I wouldn't give you my first kiss

I knew in my gut that something was off

So you decided to look for fun with someone else

Who turned out to be my best friend

 

You

Sick

Twisted

B*****d

 

And I want to believe

Believe that you aren't

Believe that there's some good left

Believe that you could still be decent

 

But it's not working

The 'power' of belief won't help

You've made your choice

Now it's time for mine

 

I'm giving up on you

Or, at least, I'm trying to

Because you're not worth it

I can do so much better than you

 

And besides,

You're not sorry

You don't really care about me

So I hope that you die