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I've run for so long

I've been living a lie

The darkness surrounded

and help passed me by

There is no good,

at least it seems

since the only time I see you

is as a ghost in my dreams

The tears I've cried

drown and choke

yet if emotion was money

I'd still be broke

My eyes are glazed

yet my heart still drums

I feel nothing but pain

and the pain only numbs

My life is a game

impossible to play

the madness sets in

a little more every day

I've lost all my strength

I want to give in

I want my life taken

I do not want to win