anxiety attacks with out a warning/wondering how i'm gonna pay my rent this morning/stressed to the max/poppin vicodin tryin to relax/how the f**k can i pay these stacks of bills?/weed and pills seems like a solution/i need to chill and kill this psycological polution/confusion arises and i get overwhelmed by a sense of doom/fear consumes my thoughts/and fells like the world plots my downfall/how all this s**t got out of hand/just a young man trying to figure it out/searching for meaning/ and what this life's all about/