Bound

Someone will always control and have our heart. We will never love the same way again. They have us bound. Their face haunts us when we sleep.

You confused me with your actions to the point it seems you're trying to control my emotions.

You knew how to make me react and you played the game.

Play me once and I get confused.

Play me twice and I'm used to you.

Play me three times; I get bored.

Played me four times and somehow I'm starting to want more.

I know you kept me around cause you enjoyed the control and I stayed because I enjoyed the pull.

I wanted you because you seemed like fun.

I have you, but I'm almost done.

Your expectations were overwhelming me.

 With another, I'd thought it'd be easy, however you have me in shackles.

You were my first love, so you're all I'd never known.

Your name is imprinted on my heart; I'll be yours forever.

I'm on my knees because you knocked me down.

 You like to keep me there as you enjoy the power.

You love seeing me look up to you.

 My arms are tied behind my back, so I can't think about a defense.

 Ankles are chained to the ground.

The links of the steel says "Love".

 I'm bound physically to you and when you held me? I didn't want to let go. 

 Bound by the way you once closed the space between us with your lips and tongue.

 Trapped by the way you used to look at me as if we were the only two people in the world.

 Encased in the lies that I once thought were true.

Mentally bound by all of the memories we made.

Haunted by your voice and the sound of if just made my heart sing.

My heart will be yours forever; you're the only one who can enter.

But I will never let you exit.

I'm free

But you still have all of me.

-Bria Love & Pitching Princess

Author's Note

Thank you for reading, please leave a review :)
My friend helped me write this.

Reviews

[Bria Love]

Bria, this is so heartfelt, and honest, I admire the fact you reflect his game as a boomerang back to what he didn't saw. (or she) also possible, if I see the ending...as she's your friend, so then it makes me think, to who you're writing, anyhow, this is the inner core, and you faced it, now there is space to grow, and be beyond the waste of all hurt, and pain you discovered. You're finally free, great write girl! loved it.

E.L.

[Bria Love]

Yes, I've been played so it seems. He's always had me on some sick, never ending cycle. It took a lot for me to channel the pain out of me, put some type of order to it, and write it on paper. We're all free...physically. But, we're all bound emotionally to someone and unfortunately it's hard to break that bondage. Thank you for reading and giving a review. Your opinions and interpretations are always welcome!

So so true, people leave invisible scars on our souls.... once they played us. But I can see your inner strength reach beyond, yet so wise. Thank you sweet friend for this write.

[Bria Love]

"Sad but true" is the definition of those invisible scars. Thank you so much, writing has giving me this extra strength that I need and want in my life. I have thanked her many times over

You're more than welcome, I know how you feel.... I never really came over of some love's too... it's that hard, you have giving all, and they just can walk away.

*given sorry... typed to fast.

[Bria Love]

Love is love, I get that part. However, its that ONE love that we can never get over. It's that love that I'm writing about in this specific piece. It's okay, I knew what you meant :).

That's what I meant too, that love is the most painful love.

[Bria Love]

:) it seems to be the first love too.

Those we never forget.... xx

[Bria Love]

*sigh* unfortunately
xoxo

[Ricki Lynn]

Sounds. . difficult. Which is pretty much what relationships are =) I liked this one, the rhythm seemed kinda off at some points but overall it was good. Your writings always seem so deep and emotional, and it's like finding a treasure chest of secrets. Very personal and revealing, I also love the fact that you aren't afraid to tell it like it is, and you can admit to both the bad and good. You both are great!!

[Bria Love]

Yes, if only relationships weren't difficult. Yes, I'm glad she helped me write it; don't forget that I wanna write with you too :) You know I'm always telling it how it is

[Ricki Lynn]

we should write together! I would love that actually lol

[Bria Love]

What are we waiting for?! Haha