Dear Pain

longing for pain

Pain where are you? it's been long.

I'm happy and it feels all wrong.

Come tear me up like a paper.

Come be cold and violent like my raper.

It feels so weird when i'm not crying.

I prefer feeling like my inside is dying.

I miss all my friends, please come with Sorrow.

I wanna see my tears dripping tomorrow.

Please write back before the rise of the stars.

Come dig up my wounds and all of my scars.

Catalyse the night,i want it to be dawn.

Can't wait for happiness to die and sadness to be born.