Every Day Since

I’ve struggled surviving without you 

split to long ago every day since

so why does tonight feel like then again

the first night spent missing your kiss

time hasn’t cured much within me

if anything its framed that hurt inside

thinking of us isn’t fine tonight 

when I keep asking myself why 

I block out each memory we created

even when I’m alone needing love

I break apart soon after the thought 

of a life after misplacing my world

all those years I stood by admiring

each day your smile I longed for gladly

I found a picture today and I threw it away

endless how they reappear same spot tomorrow

I’m lost without you laughing in the morning 

every thought still smells like you’re here

alone I lay awake wondering what if 

perfect was the storm that ruined us then

ask me why today and I still couldn’t explain 

thinking of us isn’t fine tonight

when I ask myself why her, my best everything.

Reviews

[Deandra Dawn]

Something many people can relate to. I love the truth and sadness you convey through your words. This is full of raw emotion.

[Dmi]

For me Deandra Dawn that's the point of writing anything. I don't care if you're happy, mad, sad, or enlightened, just so long as you feel SOMETHING. In a world that's so numb and "canned answers" are the norm. I just want to write what makes a person remember, or recall, relate, or say f**k him. Thanks for the review darling. I'm happy you dig this little write of mine. Much love to you.

[Deandra Dawn]

Passion is what drives us. The written word is the easiest way I have found to express every emotion I am feeling. Very powerful.

[Dmi]

Writing is therapeutic for a guy like myself. Never been much for processing emotion. Pen to paper is where I landed. I'm cool with that. A life without passion, good or bad, is a life without fire. No thanks. Very powerful indeed chica!