Nothing works.

Nothing works.
I know I shouldn't be thinking about you but my mind wonders and your the thing it turns to.
The weed just barley covers my emotions,the alcohol gets me drunk enough to not even think about you,but eventually all of it wares off and then it's back to the sadness,heartache and tears.
Watching the shows on T.V. Just make it worse. The music can sense my sadness and continues to play slow sad love songs over n' over again piercing into my heart like a dagger being shoved into flesh.
Sleeping just makes me have nightmares of what we used to be ad what we've become. The tears that fall form my eyes send a horrible chill of wanting to cry more down my spine. When the hangover doesn't last the memories rush back in of the past,the fights,tears,yelling,shoving 'n when it was slowly ending.