Save me.

A story about me missing my girlfriend,and me begging for her so save me from my sorrow n' regret.

Save me.
Drowning in my tears,struggling to catch my breath,pacing back and forth trying to do think of anything but you going crazy due to the constant whispers in my mind of your voice telling me you love me,but I know it's just my memories playing back the happy thoughts over n' over again.
Forcing me to drop to the floor,trying so gasp for air while trying not to make a sound. If my parents find me crying on the floor they will assume that they will need to intervene,which talking about it they'll never understand why you pop into my mind,cause I don't even know why your always on my mind.
Everyday I keep myself awake at night hoping a song will put me to sleep,but constantly sad depressing love songs line up back to back/side by side ready to destroy my hopes.
If and when I do fall asleep I dream about the past,the cheerful moment from beginning to the slow painful emotional ending.
Recently the dreams haunt me not only at night,but throughout the day,reminding me of the bathroom incident. The screaming n' shouting of people's unanswered questions "ARE YOU TWO GONNA FIGHT??!!!".
Wishing I could go back and pull my a*s out of the bathroom before all of that happened.If I were to never be in their at that time I wouldn't have came so paper thin to fight the girl still so deeply in love with.
The weed only lasts a hour to two then its back to the depressing thought of loving you so deeply and never having you to hold in you in my arms anymore,never being able to call you when I need advice...please save me from the path I've fallen onto..please wake me from this nightmare.
Hold me just help me from whom I'm becoming I'm sorry for everything I'm so sorry for all the drama n' tears I forced upon you,say my name save me from the voices,save me from the evil inside me.
Baby please wake me,save me from the darkness rising from the surface I feel like I'm gonna die with all these tears crying onto my pillow while sorrow swept over me...Missing you...Crying over you. Missing the memories we had....

Reviews

[Moon-Child]

I can feel very well, the lost hope and sorrow that flows from this piece. I can tell that you poured out your emotions into each sentence. Very nice work