I GIVE IN

FINDING AND REFINDING SELF AND LOVE

 

 

Living in a world of
Self inflicted pain
I give in and allow myself to forgive
To let go of hurt and anger
To say I shall be the proverbial woman
Never shall I NOT say I am not worth it
Never shall I NOT say I am unequal
Never
Shall I NOT desire, want and then receive all that is due to me
But
I give in

I give in to the fact that we are NOT all created equal
And what is easy for me may be monumental for you
That my view and yours will collide, this is okay
I give in to the fact that leaving was not the best answer or was the best that I could do
But
It was a necessity

I give in to the thought of errors
And mismanaged love

Now since I have had ample time to see the space that I live in

I give into healing
I give into rekindling
I give into shared space and honoring change
I have given into the thought of assistance and even the thought of
Sharing some of the tasks that I put to the back burner as unimportant
I have given into the idea of patients and persistence
I am allowing myself to love me greater in order to give greater love


I know not really where it all will end up
But I have this knowledge of ME that I never would have found
So

I give in to self love
To self improvement
To self education
To pampering
To soul salvation…mine

I give in to letting God keep my mind captive
Since I am not always sound
I give in to being quiet
I give in to humility


BABy©2010

Reviews

[POETIC VIXEN]

at sometime we must.

[MS. BABy]

you are so eloquent in the way you deliver construction love and connection...

[Rikkevi Rue]

written not for the skin but the soul within
spoken not from the mouth but from the heart
guided not by temperament rather by conscience
settled not with reciprocity but with love.

you always reach beyond the superficial to that inner sanctorum...
the seat of spirituality and portal to the divine...
the very source of life energy.
beautiful work my sister of soul
rikk

[MS. BABy]

thank u coyote, yes I am but I am working on my first book, but working and motherhood and going to school ...puts a damper but I am going to stop being lazy and do the thing...smile.

[MS. BABy]

thank u chris

[MS. BABy]

ms.Gold...we come from the dust of a brand new nebula scattered across the cosmos to land upon the core of new life....you and I are linked

[MS. BABy]

yes rene i thought this time to share a part of me more intimatly..forgive spelling I am on some pain meds..lol

[MS. BABy]

thank you cassiopia....so much for reading me

[Cassiopia Summers]

Agreed, very self-sufficient thoughts. Thought provoking as well, well written Love. Keep up the good work. (:

[Rene Velez]

nice thoughts, honest and revealing...