LOVE HAS NO MEANING UNTIL IT HAS BEEN TESTED...

CONTEMPLATIVE RELEASE OF...

LOVE HAS NO MEANING UNTIL IT HAS BEEN TESTED

The sound of anxious breaths

Beating the backs of clenched teeth

Anger...

Reaching for something a reason

for this mistreatment

What is the meaning?

Can this truly be apart of what is thought to be LOVE...

 

Love has no meaning until it has been tested...

 

I raise my eyes heaven ward

Begging for some sort of providence

Please, give me solace inside of this whirlwind of hatred

Today is going to test what or whom lives with in

 

See...

Years ago plans would have been made

Equipment readied

Geared up

And demanding attention

Standing toe to toe with any man no matter his dimension

But through God this has been taken away...

 

Love has no meaning until it has been tested....

 

Lying in sheets drench with perspiration

The salts of agony, the inner fluids of evil

Being purged

Like unclean sea creatures before consumption

 

See the vile thoughts of imperfections perfection

Perfectly laid out...In tiny bits and pieces of

Violent meanderings

Tossing from side to side

Tears streaming, from dry rotten orbs

The enemy has no idea of the hostess nature

It has been concealed, controlled rerouted until this

 

Love has no meaning until it has been tested...

 

What should be done...

Becoming engulfed with malicious rage

Has fueled the eye of the storm living

Right in the pit of an empty cistern

The rumblings from the hunger for flesh and bones

Has taken over sanity completely

Shaking at the sudden burst of kinetic energy

Life has been issues to the massiveness of a living onslaught of pain

 

Rage

Blinding mind-boggling Rage

Swelling insides

Placing Bile in the sweetest places

Bursting the Gull to release toxins

Allowing passage of doom to become

Fertile

To give Mayhem gestation

Birth

and

Activity

 

Love has no meaning until it has  been tested...

 

Clawing the earth in an effort to prevent

Destruction

Calling upon HIM...who can save me

Creating mud from the agony of distress....

Lying flat upon the open surface

Lips moving fervently....

Asking for forgiveness for the implied thoughts

Searching for the return of sanity

Repeating mantras that have been given or

Over heard through the journey

HOW DOES ONE SAVE?

HOW DOES ONE PROTECT?

WALKING ON THE WIRE...HOW CAN THE STEPS BE RECALIBRATED?

 

Love has no meaning until it has been tested...

 

Help the exercise of Patients become apparent...

Help the standing of waiting become a reality

The nature of this organism is Wickedness

And this would make feelings of beauty appear

But...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Love has no meaning until it is tested.

BABy691(c)2011

Reviews

[POETIC VIXEN]

let it flow...

[November Gold]

It's amazing the imagery that comes up for me when I read sometimes, this one I saw a woman alone, head hanging, tears falling, remorse, angst, and yet some sense of understanding that in order to accept and move forward we have to embrace the "testing" too. That's where it took ME anyway :) Lovely Lovely lovely!

[MS. BABy]

Thank u Ruby...the wee hours of the morning are good for me at times....wrote this between patients thinking about the hurt that we sometimes inflict upon others no knowing that maybe they are under restraint

[Becky C Strukamp]

What a wonderfully exciting poem. I loved it!! So intense and so powerful. Excellent!!

[MS. BABy]

My POPPY...I bow to ur Words...and added..KISSES...thank you so much you fuel me to improve and do more...

[MS. BABy]

When The passions of life's injustice will land one in jail...smile..words become the fruit of glorification and the essence of sanity...I bow to ur mind...thanks for the love..

[Ruth]

Absolutely blown away!
May seem minimal love...but after reading several poems from you...I am in awe lol
xx

[Rikkevi Rue]

"the revolution will not be televised..." Gil Scott Heron

when the passion of words is inadequate to express the intensity of emotion, the spirit must prevail