LOVING TO HATE YOU

DARK INTIMACY

LOVING TO HATE YOU: Inspired by writtenpain….

FOR CARLOS…
I hate the fact that
i can hate
i hate the fact that
i can love out of the same vessel
why can’t i just harbor a singular emotion
ignore the ignorant
ridiculousness that emanates from
that orifice you call a tool of
communication…..
I hate the fact that
when i see u walk by me
the place between my thighs jumps
with anticipated pleasure
and all the
foolery goes inside of my n*****s
and I remember the way
your thick lips suckle them

why can’t I either hate you
or just love you
this pulling in my brain
is just as vile as the fact
that I can’t live without you

see
you inspire me to greater heights
you
cause me to pen down thoughts
of lust, desires of revenge
and then lay me down to reap it
all inside of this pathetic waiting vessel….

I hate you so freakin much
until I love u even more….

Hearing you cross the pathways

of my emotional drainage cause

carnal damage to the central

core of my weakening frail

fragile skin

Ima tote you like

a package that weighs me

down and is something perishable

by nature and then when in

the depth of summer festers

to the full rottenness of complete

undesirable stench….I shall mourn

mourn the fact that you will not

leave me free…

I am to carry that odoriferous 

fragrance with me and never

shall I lay without the embrace

of the midnight assaults to

throbbing flesh or the

painful cries of ecstasy

delivered in anger and pain

The waiting for you all hours of the

night,…waiting to be graphically

invaded by that manly part you possess

What is wrong with me

where has my dignity and self esteem gone?

Right underneath you in between the

sweat and the thrust….

PLEASE…save

I hate you so much

until I love u even more

JUST KISS ME

to death…….

BABy©2011

 

Reviews

[November Gold]

Oh wow!!! I was right in this, every delicious frustrated word and emotion.

The waiting for you all hours of the
night,…waiting to be graphically
invaded by that manly part you possess
What is wrong with me
where has my dignity and self esteem gone?
Right underneath you in between the
sweat and the thrust….
PLEASE…save
I hate you so much
until I love u even more

Oh my, I feel like you have been peeking into my mind, my world....my room ;)

[Elijah Gleaves]

It's crazy how great sex or physical desire can make someone forgot about their standards and self esteem. You capture the inner struggle of someone who's sticks around in a relationship for the wrong reasons.

[Becky C Strukamp]

Wow!! SO powerful.

[Tasha]

Wow, I could feel the emotion and frustration in every word. I loved this! Excellent job BaBy!! :)

[MS. BABy]

thanks...I seldom write this way it was a challenge, and I got so much outta it...glad u could appreciate......

[Ruth]

Brilliantly voiced! There is so much passionate emotion here love..we all too often forget we can hate as well as be compassionate1 Excellent! xx