Why name this one?

I walk in monotone
and think of all you did for me
the streetlights kiss the pavement,
my cities glory is captured in vials of poison
endless trials and choices
clouds giving darkness
to the sun rays
let them run away
is it so hard to trust me?
confined in the walls of an
endless escape
this is my brain
why make it so obvious
tears are my shame
this is my gain
a stain on my precious heart
I look into you
will you love me forvever
question mark.