Finally alive

She struggles everyday

with a pain that never fades away

At  night the nightmares plague her

she can't trust it , was  beaten out of her

she   had her childhood stolen

Never a moment that was golden

Forced to grow up at age eight

she began to live a life of fear and hate

their was soo much pain

she was slowly going insane

The flash of a blade

it was her only aid

No one notice her wrist were now Blood stained

No one cared that she felt as if she were chained

 that she felt more like a pet than a child

That she felt nothing  even when she smiled

They saw what they wanted

Th perfect little women even though mentally she was haunted 

 By the pain of her past 

the whisper of blood was consuming her soul fast

on a cold halloween  night

after a nasty one sided fight

She Drank her pain 

Hoping  as her tears fell like rain

she wouldn't survive

the bleach burned her throat her stomach yet still she was "alive"

 as it burned she finally realized 

that you can't kill something that has already died

 the wounds on her wrist opened and poured out all the lies

She cried herself to sleep half-hoping she dies

but angel must have watched her strife 

Because  When she awoke she was Finally Free and  Alive