life never lived

The life never lived

 

                   Heat abducted by every pore,

                               Each caress awakening the slumbering sensations,

Lust and desire delirious by taunting temptations,

     Self-wars lost,

Marked the day of my creation.

 

Ears ruptured ,

Eyes tainted with tears,

All curdled by their own fury,

Why?

                       Continued pedigree of undesired life.

 

Deceit swam in the flood of my defeat,

    Crimson wine spew,

               Mutilated parts,

                                   Frail body coiled in agony,

   Not by torture,

But recognition of the burden.

 

Disinfected anonymity,

Abundant forgiveness, idolatry, and admiration,

The soul of an innocent,

Only prayer,

“To be loved by mommy”