if only

???If Only???

 

                        If only ….I had known what I know now, when you were considered a "child", so many things I could have prevented you in order to save me.

                        If only ….you could have had an older sister to learn from, but you didn't. And unfortunately I can't go back in time and warn you of all that you allowed damage you.

                        If only ….time would splinter, just enough for me to squeeze through, I would travel in his parallel dimensions towards you.

                        If only …I could tell you that,

"Words are merely sounds carried by the wind, and just like the wind brought to you those words that so deeply hurt you, Then let that EXACT SAME wind drag those words so far away until they vanish into what they are…..NOTHING."

Because the mistake you made was cage the harmful words inside you.

                        If only ….you had known that words have the ability to transform into the most acidic of ALL venoms. Because it comes from the one species of serpent that our ears allow for us to understand.

                        If only ….you had known that the venom would seep through out your entire body dissolving all things until it reaches your soul and completely disintegrates it.

                        If only ….you had known that NO WORDS ARE WORTH YOUR SOUL.

Because no matter what you have heard YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL