Why Do I Still Love You?

We were both so determined, but for two different things.

You didn't love me at all

You just wanted to f**k me.

I knew this too- but I loved you.

You said you wanted me.

I replied- you mean you wanna f**k

And you said yea.

I barely even knew you.

I told you-hoes f**k guys they barely know.

And I am not a hoe.

I told you off that night.

For about an hour and forty five minutes.

You got mad. But you didn't give up on me and

I didn't give up on you.

Only it was for two very different reasons.

But I still loved you. I thought if maybe I slept with you

You would love me back.

That's where I fucked up at.

And now, you never talk to me.

You only message me

when you want

to do it again.

Author's Note

Based off a true story. About the guy that's the cover photo.

Reviews

[Cid]

Review :-
I hate it! I the hell yeah hate such kinda bad folks who just use angels as their toys at all. I hate hurting the feelings of angel. Bloody hell! When the people'd understand that angels're not made to consume pain and give their everything what an devil wants to!!!!! Yeah, I know, every angel wants to be with her cute devil ( as same as me) and she too loves to give her everything to her devil but only for those who loves and keeps their angels into the arms of love, in peace, into the heart without any kinda hurt at all because angels love making lives beautiful because this world's still running only and only with the beautiful angel and with their smile and to keep the angels always happy is what "Cid"s pride and I hate those bad folks who grabs angels smiles and put them into a world of dirt for life, damn it!

You know what, you beautiful one...don't be sad! Don't cry! He even never deserved ya ... he couldn't even have known that how lucky he was to be dating ya, to be living ya, to be keeping ya into his arms to feel the real beauty of love because angels're not made only to give what a devil wants but they're made to make the life beautiful, make the life of a devil beautiful with all her scent she spreads around the world so, it's every cute- devil's first priority to keep the angels safe and into the arms of peace where she could feel onself that she's safe and living into the heaven!

Because beautiful angels never want anything except living into the depth of heart but it's devil "NOT AS SAME AS ME" always hurt angels and break their hearts the way they could never fixed that again!

And I hate ... I hate those guys who only love and want angels only for a couple of hours or days or moths or years on their beds to make their nights!

Ah! Don't worry, pretty heart ..as long as "Cid" is on the earth, you the angels don't have to worry about anything ... just open up your wings and come into the arms of "Cid" .. Ha! because CID doesn't want to see you all angels on the bed for nights but to see you all into the depth of his heart for life!

Ah! Don't sad!
I hate seeing someone as beautiful as you feeel sad! You don't look beautiful when your sad!
C'mmon, smile!
I love seeing someone as beautiful as good as nice as pretty as you feel happy and smiley ever :) because it's you who makes the world beautiful and damn good living with all of your scents so, just keep smiling and spreading your scents around the world ..forget those bad guys who hurt you, they don't know how worthy you are for them .. so, let them go into the ashes..you just come into the heart of "CID" without CASHES! Ha@#! (KIDDING)

Keep smiling!
(Don't ya know, pretty .. that sun comes up only to see yer pretty smile and the moon goes down only to see your smile cause, your a rain, your a wind, your a sand .. your an awesome living! ;) and keeping you happy is all what's first priority of "CID"...am not dreaming! Ha! ((Kidding))

Keep smiling!

Rating : 110/100!
Note : "This poem's very painful but I hope my review helped you a bit to make some smile on your beautiful face cause, I love seeing you happy." This poem's very painful ...Now I really hate that guy who hurt you your feelings and used ya only his nights and even still wants to use you for his nights!

"Hey, just stand up and kick that jerk off whenever he tries to come closer to you!"

And Am so sorry for giving so such a lengthy review, Am so sorry if my this stupid and so lengthy review make ya bother reading!

[A. Amos]

Nicely crafted and i can sense with complete freedom of mind.....

[Coyote Poetry]

Old wise saying. "Good girls you take to meet mama and see again. Easy girls you take to the hotel and forget about. They is wisdom in your words. Thank you for the excellent poetry.
Coyote