Weakness

Just rambling on about feelings.

 A flame flickers as i sit down to compose something i pondered earlier today. I've got nothing much to say as i sip my coffee and read through your profile for the fifth time today, twenty seventh time this week, but who's counting? Sighing, i breathe away the candles life and place my hands upon the keyboard. I wonder again if you've thought of me today. I doubt it. Pulling my hands back to my sides, I can't write. I've got nothing. Standing, I look around the room in hopes to find a note you'd written for me almost a year ago. Any one of those love filled letters would give me inspiration. I think i burned them all. I lay down and pull a small photo from my pillow case. It's a photo of you. The only one i have left. Gosh, i hate how you cut your hair so short. But to think of it, you cut it off the same way you did me. I feel the burning in my torso again as my eyes fill with tears. The same burn i felt when we had our first time, and the same burn i felt fighting with you. I miss your voice. If i could hear it just one last time, even if it was yelling at me. I miss the way you were and still are my only weakness. The absolute only person I'd die for. But you couldn't care less about me. 

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[Neon]

Ah! Such aches're very bad to heart. They cause the pain in soul. Living with someone's memory's good but burning the flames of love into such tearful fires's the hardest thing to do with life because, the one we love can't be forgotten easily, but once it's outta the mind, the heart starts lamenting for old-days to have back old-time. Very deep and emotional write you come up with. Liked how you put your emotions in your beautiful writes! ;)