You say you are nothing. I think that's great advantage of yours. Cause nothing mean empty space. Empty space can be fill up with your creativity or anything what you like to do. I don't know you so I can Tell which talent you have. What you can use. For me it's take years of trying then I figured out but I did. And if person with Dyspraxia can figured out. You can do it too. Best luck and have great journey.
You are unique, you are a child of the universe, there is no other like you, your thoughts are your own, and if you are nothing or no one, you wouldn't exist. I hope this isn't the way you feel and you are just using words.