Left Broken Hearted

Had my heart broken and had to put my thoughts down on paper.

I still think about him.  I don’t know why.

I hold so much hate and anger.  It builds up inside me like I’m going to explode.

Thinking back is a waste of time.

Proves people are not always what they seem.

So much in this world is corrupted.  Humanity.

Where will we be tomorrow?

I know where I won’t be.

Blinded with a good heart, is it a blessing or a curse?

 

You said you loved me.  

Hurt.

Time passed only to gain more pain later.

I was trapped.  Trapped in the idea of what could be.

It couldn’t be.  It wouldn’t be…shouldn’t be.

But I see you now.

Constant circles.  Dizzy.  Lost.

 

Something is wrong.

Can’t grab on to anything.

Trying to find anything.  Trying to find myself.

Embracing change.  Distract me.  Help me forget…but it can’t be done.

Hidden with a smile.

I’m torn.  Broken.

 

Things help make me numb.

But it’s not forever.

He’s there.

Separated…but not entirely.

What if I could go back?  Would it be different?

Knowing what I know now.  Signs.  Eyes wide open.

 

Do you still think of me?  Love me?  Miss me?  Want me?

Karma are you there?  Knock on that door.

 

I am a bigger person.  Always will be.

Tought another lesson.

More mistakes to come.  I grow stronger.

I will continue to move forward while you stay behind.

I’m gone forever.

Adventure on.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

You are very wise.
"I am a bigger person. Always will be.
Tought another lesson.
More mistakes to come. I grow stronger."
Love will teach you many lessons. The above lines are true. No weakness in the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Writer at last! Sky ~]

It touched heart, very nice you framed but friend few people are just like that even I had been cheated by my love. I also dont know the answer for your question that Blinded with a good heart, is it a blessing or a curse? But dont worry god always repays the people who hurted us definitely going to hurt someday....everything come backs to you thats the law of Nature!

[1809 Black Plague Decem..]

hi, the poem overall flows well. there's some cliches, the ending kind spoils the poem, :S ---mishel