some untold secrets

Sometimes he feels helpless when he thinks about the past and compares everything with his present but still can't change anything.The darkness whispers : things that are gone never comeback !!!

I promised myself that when it was over,
i'd laugh at the memories.
but here i am without a smile in sight.

I promised myself that i would call you,
just to see if you were okay.
but here i am and i can't even dial your number.

I promised myself that when it was over,
i wouldn't shed a tear.
but here i am, shirt almost soaked.

I promised myself i would let you go gracefully.
but here i am, hating myself for letting you leave.

I promised myself that when it was over,
i wouldn't look back.
but here i am unable to walk forward.

I promised myself i would say goodbye.
but here i am, still saying i love you..