Maybe how I feelA Poem by AviaTrying to understand what is going on with me.
I have written several pages now.
I have thrown them all away. I keep trying to find the words to explain how I feel So desperately, so urgently Because I don't know how I feel To put into words these strong compelling feelings I don't know if it's possible anymore I don't think I have the strength anymore I just want to sleep For days and weeks and months on end For years to come, till the pain just ends Till the thoughts die down and the world fades away Till the people disappear and the judgement goes extinct I wish there was a sea in front of me that I could let myself sink into The concept of free falling into deep, quiet nothingness is scarily alluring I dream about it sometimes, imagining how it would feel To not think anymore, to not hear anymore, to not feel anymore I imagine that it would be blissfully tranquil, serene, peaceful I imagine a restful sleep and a gentle quiet slumber This is what I dream about, the day when I can do what I want without fear or anxiety or the aftermath of depression The day when I can close my eyes while everything fades away © 2020 AviaAuthor's Note
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Added on March 5, 2020 Last Updated on March 5, 2020 Tags: Poem, poetry, depression, sad, thoughts AuthorAviaNigeriaAboutTaking this life's journey one step at a time with faith. I love to write and I enjoy reading beautiful pieces of writing. Follow me on Instagram: hikky_avia more..Writing
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