I hope you're happy

I try not to remember, because it causes me pain
But since you walked into my life, I haven't been the same
I fell for your subtle charm, the spark in your eyes
Your promises of the moon and starry night skies
You became my world and I loved you so much
So I guess, my heart also had to break that much
I saw the change once I said "I love you."
You no longer cared about what I was going through
I was second to everything else and you lied, oh you lied
Everyone shouted in my ears, but i closed my eyes
I didn't want to see it and know they were right
You dragged me in the mud like a useless toy
And today you'll never admit it, maybe it brings you joy.
But I try not to hate you, though my heart bleeds when I think about you.
I pray with all my might that this lesson is over and my trials are true.
And I hope you're happy that you crushed all my hopes for us.
I loved you so much, try finding someone who'll love you more.