Just Thoughts

I don't think this will rhyme

So here i am, laying on my bed
Trying to understand why i feel this way
I'm weak and sick and sad and broken
I have a lot i want to do, but my body won't allow it
Sometimes when i don't even realize, tears fall from my eyes.
I don't know if it's the sickness or just the pain i feel inside.
There's so much guilt sometimes, it feels like i'm under pressure
The kind that doesn't go away and just makes things much harder
I sigh so much now, and feel helpless sometimes
I'm scared to open up like this, its fear that keeps me back
From love from adventure from happiness and joy
I feel i'm getting dizzy now, so tjis is where i stop
Note this isnt something i made up, just an expression of my thoughts

Reviews

[Gee]

It is good that you have the gift of writing to unburden yourself. A big fat hug is the best remedy, accompanied by a kiss on the forehead.

[Avia]

Thank you ☺

[Gee]

Nae problem

[Julie McCarthy (juliesp..]

Love this
Love your raw honest thoughts of your being

[Avia]

Thank you :)

[Courtney]

This is beautiful! Well written.

[Avia]

Thanks Courtney

[Najam Us Saher]

Last line says it all.
Note that this isn't something I made up, it is an expression of my thoughts.
I liked this line it is relatable.

[Avia]

Thanks Najam i wasn't thinking much when i wrote it. I just wanted to express myself, sometimes just doing that makes me feel better.

[Najam Us Saher]

Expressing my emotions or writing whatever I feel like always helped me, sometimes, I do the same.read moreExpressing my emotions or writing whatever I feel like always helped me, sometimes, I do the same.
You are most welcome.

[Avia]

Yh, it feels good to just write without thinking sometimes. Thanks for understanding that.

[Najam Us Saher]

No need to mention thanks. :)