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    This is the last good morning. The last good night. After this message the truth will fill the night. As you sleep you won’t know, how fast my tears can flow. My throbbing heart, my pumping veins. You will never know my pain.

    When you said you loved me, I thought it was true. Everyone said I should have known. I should have seen all the lies. But the look that used to be in your eyes. I couldn’t tell from where I stood, that I had misunderstood. It wasn’t love. You never cared. You are so unfair.

            As my tears fall, I lay alone once more. My eyes are heavy and my body is so sore. All I see in my dreams are you and me. The lies you made me believe. Some music in my head, my warm comfy bed. I have burnt your pictures. Thrown the gifts out. You never existed as of now.

            Its been forever. Almost forgot you lived. There you cry, just like I did. I try to leave, but I catch your eye. I remember it all now. Every single lie.

            You want me, more like need me now. You were stupid, and you’re different now. Your sorry and don’t know what you were thinking. You say you really haven’t been drinking. For how many times I have heard this from you I should know better. It’s no longer my matter.

            Maybe I’m stupid. I never learn. For the way you used to be I begin to yearn. I step back and slowly leave. After all that you did to me. I hold my head high and I walk away. This is something you should have considered that day.

            I hope it hurts. I hope you cry.you weren’t worth a second of my time. You had my heart. I gave you my all. But of course you would let me fall. I went down hard. Now I’m scared. The memory of you will not leave. Though there is nothing more to grieve. You’re not as happy as you said you would be. Maybe it’s because of me. As the song goes, take a bow. Because this is my vow.

This is the last good morning, the last good night. You used to be my knight. I was your wife. But as of now, you’re out of my life.

Author's Note

first time im publishing anything. any help would be greatly appreciated

Reviews

[Michael]

:) I like it Ava, It's full of emotion and honesty I think many people will be able to relate to at least pats of it in many diffrent ways.
needs a name though.

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